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    May 10

    偶遇(五)

    自从2005年末我和她互留了MSN后,我偶尔也会上线和朋友聊聊天,但却没有一次入以前那般再次神奇地相遇。

    2006年的春天,正是我换了新的工作后的第一个春天。新的工作,加班少了很多,使得我有空闲的时间让我在晚上上上网,打打游戏。某天晚上,不经意地想起了她,使我心血来潮地打开了聊天器,却突然再一次意外地发现她也挂在线上。这一刻,莫名的惊讶已经将我笼罩。

    简单的问候,却包含着更多的感叹。

    聊着,聊着,就聊到了生活。她问我和我女朋友怎么样,我说很好,快要准备结婚了。  

    我问她怎么样,她沉默了一会儿,说她和她的男朋友分手了。  

    一个女生离开上海,只身前往北京寻求她的爱情,这是怎样的伟大和感人呀!然而短短的时间内,这一切都结束了,我感到惋惜。  

    她说浓烈的感动,最终只会在激烈的争吵和矛盾中消亡。  

    我说能不能有复原的机会,毕竟她们都为之付出过。这一刻,她就如同我的小妹妹,我只想保护她免受伤害,就如同保护自己的亲妹妹一样。 

    她说不可能了。  

    我问她为什么。  

    她反问我对她的个人评价如何。  

    我虽然和她真正接触的时间并不长,但还是很客观、很坦白地说了出来,有好的方面,也又不好的地方。  

    我的message是分几段发过去的,每发一段,她就回几个感叹号,说我说的准。等我发完后,已经有几十个感叹号了。     

    她说我说得很彻底,也没想到我能够这样深层次的认识她。我提的缺点,有些方面甚至是她自己意识到的,但潜意识里又不愿承认的东西。她说她男朋友就是因此而离开了她……

    下线后,我有一段时间的思维几乎是空白的。一次又一次的偶遇,使我几乎要相信命运是老天安排的。

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